We arrived back in Dushanbe and the Pamir adventure had taken its toll on me. I was very tired. Whilst physically I would recover, I had lost 7kg in one month. Emotionally, I was not present. I had receded into the depths of my mind. Not a place anyone would want to be.
Your doubts surface, you second-guess everything and depression creeps in. I noticed this most when in the Hostel talking to other travellers, none of it was going in and I never really engaged in conversation. Maybe I am exaggerating, but I guess listening to Adele while writing this paragraph would change the way I felt about the situation!